The Farthest Distance in the World

The farthest distance in the world
It is not a distance grown and died
But I stand in front of you
But you do not know that I love you

The farthest distance in the world
It is not I that stand in front of you
But you do not know that I love you
But it is infatuated to like getting
But can't say that I love you

The farthest distance in the world
It is not I that can't say that I love you
Think you ache the thorough heart spleen
But can only bury the bottom of heart deeply

The farthest distance in the world
It is not I that can't say that I miss you
But in love each other
But can not be together

The farthest distance in the world
It is not in love each other
But can't be together
But unable to keep out this share of breath obviously
But must pretend to pay no attention

The farthest distance in the world
It is not unable to keep out this burst of breath obviously
But must pretend to pay no attention
But use a cold and detached heart
Between you and person who love you
Have dug a piece of irrigation canals and ditches that can't be crossed over

The farthest distance in the world
It is not the distance between tree and tree
It is the branch growing with the root
But unable to be interdependent in the wind

The farthest distance in the world
It is not that a branch is unable to be interdependent
But the stars watching from a distance each other
But there is no orbit of crossing

The farthest distance in the world
It is not the orbit between the stars
But even if the orbit crosses
But there is no place to seek in the twinkling of an eye

The farthest distance in the world
There is no place to seek in the twinkling of an eye
But has not met yetIt is unable to meet to be destined

The farthest distance in the world
It is the distance between fish and flying bird
One is in itOne but sneak the sea floor deeply

A YeAR~ It's been ToO LAte~

A year ago

I am hesitant

A year after

I am totally regret

...

Is been a year pass by

but

feel like just happening

and frankly

I am seriously miss YOU deeply

I am so hurt when I get know

but

It's been too late

The hurt in my heart will never disappear

is been cutting like a knife

but

it will continuous till the end of my life

Nothing can deny

a CHANCE

I lost it by myself

and the chance

will never be able to catch it anymore

It been too late

but

This, Too, Shall Pass Away

(from Lanta Wilson Smith)

ps: I miss You.. could you heard it??

Misunderstood...

between u and me

somethings was gone wrong

our distance

more and more far

can't explain

without persuade

is over

if that is really

our fate has done

bar ends here

try to treasure

but failed

no more chance

let it be

The greatest forgiveness

from the utmost tolerance

however

comes from the deepest resentment

is the most misunderstood!

p/s: so that, fate has done, bar ends here..

This, Too, Shall Pass Away

When some great sorrow,

like a mighty river,flows through your life with peace-destroying power,

and dearest things are swept from sight forever,

say to your heart each trying hour:

"This, too, shall pass away."

When ceaseless toil has hushed your song of gladness,

and you have grown almost too tired to pray,

let this truth banish from your heart its sadness,

and ease the burdens of each trying day:

"This, too, shall pass away."

When fortune smiles, and, full of mirth and pleasure,

the days are flitting by without care,

lets you should rest with only earthly treasures,

let these few words their fullest import bear:

"This, too, shall pass sway."

When earnest labor brings you fame and glory,

and all earth's noblest ones upon you smile,

remember that life's longest,

grandest storyfills but a moments in earth's little while:

"This, too, shall pass away."

p/s: from Lanta Wilson Smith

有些事，一转身就是一辈子

有些人一直没机会相见

等有机会见了 却又犹豫了

相见不如不见

有些事一直没机会做

等有机会了 却不想做了

有些话藏在心中很久没机会说

等有机会说的时候

却说不出口了

有些爱一直么机会爱

等有机会了 却不爱了

有些人很多机会相见的

却总找借口推脱

想见的时候已经没机会了

有些话有很多机会说的

却想着及后再说

要说的时候 机会已经没有了

有些事有很多机会做的

却一天一天推迟

想做的时候 却发现么机会了

有些爱给了你很多机会

却不在意没在乎

想忠实的时候 已没机会了

人生总是很讽刺

一转身可能就是一世
说好永远的不知怎么就散了

最后自己想来想去 竟然也搞不清

当初是什么原因分开彼此的

然后 你忽然醒悟

感情原来是这么脆弱的

经得起风雨 却经不起平凡

风雨同船 天晴便各自散了

也许只是赌气

也许只是因为小小的事

幻想着和好的甜蜜或重逢时的拥抱

那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方

还傻笑着该是多美的画面

没想到的是

一别竟是一辈子了

于是

各有各的生活

各自爱着别的人

曾经相爱 现在却已不相干

即使在同一个小小的城市

也不曾再相

逢某一天某一刻 走在同一条街

也看不见对方

先是感叹 后是遗憾

也许你很幸福

因为找到另一个适合你的人

也许你不幸福

因为你这一生 就只有那个人正真用心在你身上

很久很久 没有对方的消息

也不再想起这个人

也是不想再想起这些

p/s:学会珍惜身边的每一个人

也许那些都会成为美丽的回忆

Mr/Ms Right

For every girls

they are keep on finding their Mr. Right

no matter how hard is it

one day

they might found their own Mr. Right

Definitely

for every guys are also doing the same things

no matter how playful they are

one day

they might found their own Ms. Right

Nevertheless
every single person no matter guys or girls
they are trying to get their true love

but

unfortunately

mostly they are not their true love even Mr/Ms Right

just because of they are

immature

too young

too innocent

or just playful

whatever expression that they being

are just because of the nature human being

Not you can't get your Mr/Ms Right for right now

just give yourself some time be patient for wait for it

just because of your predestined relationship haven't reach
once it reach
that's the right time to meet your lover

p/s: wish all of you can found your Mr/Ms Right in the coming day....

not because of your hurts on me, even not because of YOU so that i still haven't get my Mr. Right yet...just the timing not reach even is my own problem...(take it easy if you saw this, ok?)

拿得起，放得下。。。

“拿得起，放得下”

这句话说来容易，做似很难

有多少人真的能够体谅这句话？

又有多少人实现了这句话？

“拿得起，放得下”

对有些人来说

只不过是随着时间的流逝

而逐渐地把它遗忘

然而

一旦有人提起了

往往的记忆就会再次浮现

快乐的

甜蜜的

悲伤的

伤痛的

全都一次过涌出来了

“拿得起，放得下”

正真能体会这句话的人少之又少

然而

这些人往往都会过得比其他人来得轻松

一旦放下了

再怎么提起都毫无杀伤力

p/s: 学着体会这话吧！这只不过是人生中的一个必经之路而已，快乐是一天；不快乐也是一天。那倒不如开开心心，轻松得过日子较好。。

Used vs Loved

While a man was polishing his new car,

his 4 yr old son picked up a stoneand scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times not realizing he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father.....

with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'

The man was so hurt and speechless;

he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions......

sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches;

the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits;

choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovelylife & remember this:

Things are to be used and people are to be loved.

The problem in today's world is that people are used while things are loved.

Let's try always to keep this thought in mind:

Things are to be used, People are to be loved.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character;

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

p/s:I'm glad a friend forwarded this to me as a reminder.. I hope you have a good day no matter what problems you may face it's the only day you'll have before it's over.

~Friend vs True Friend~

Friends...

They love you, but they are not your LOVER...

They care for you, but they are not from your FAMILY...

They are ready to share you pain, but they are not in your blood relation..

They are just a......FRIENDS!!!!

TRUE friends...

Scolds like a DAD...

Cares like a MOM...

Teases like a SISTER...

Irritates like a BROTHER...

And finally loves U more than a LOVER...

p/s: hold tight a TRUE FRIEND and don't let it go, for a true friend come once in a life time...

Exhausted..Unlucky...Alone...Day~

Saturday

just some of the things only

I went to IKEA alone to buy carbinet and equipments for my aunts and myself too..

I used about 1 hour and 15 minutes to reach there by myself..that's why i got to woke up ealier in the morning because the shuttle bus that provided at Kelana Jaya there got the schedule and the timing are quite far distance....

So, i got to chase the time to get the free bus to reach till IKEA....

Well, this is the 1st time i went there alone without others helping..but before that i have made some research from the internet, so i knew the ways and others else...

After i reach there, just start search around the carbinet & others thing that i needed...till half way, suddenly received a SOS message from someone...(ps: that moment already not in good mood)

On that time, my heart used to wish i could help..but the situation not allowed me...so i just replied that i can't, if can also have to wait me reach home at night 1st... Alots of things are coming at the same timing....after i saw a message i felt that i am been ordered by someone..(ps: i dont like the feeling all the ways~especially when i am not in the good mood)

I knew i get angry at that time, so i had said something inside the message not that nicely if that people could feel that....even the workers at IKEA also scare when saw me because they really felt that i am getting more angry or what else...

Fine, forget about it...i just don't want to talk to details about the unhappiness~~

I am envy myself can alone go there & buy alots of thing but the heavy carbinet sure i need some man power to help me pick it....(ps: thanks so much to that person who help me all the way..^^)

WoW~~ unbeliveable, at IKEA i was invested for almost RM1000 in a day within 2 hours some more paid the money by my own....hahahaha....really envy myself spend money like the water fall so fast..(ps: should i proud of it?? i don't know...haha)

After i done all the things and settled all the home delivery documents, i went to PC fair at KLCC to buy somethings....

I reach there and waitng my friend coning to meet me, but suddenly she told me that sudden got the traning after finished work...so can't meet me up...(ps: quite sad when i heard that, because have long time never see her already...even let people "put aeroplane"..haiz=(()

Anyway, i just had my lunch and go into the ballroom and shop for my things...

After 45 minutes to fight with others & finally i still alive to walk out from the ballroom...(ps: there are too many peoples inside..it make me felt headache at the same time even can't find a way to walk well... and i knew i hate the places with lots of people especially when i am alone...:S)

So, i bought few things also cost me around RM250... At that time, i really felt that today spent too much already...have to keep money and eat less for the whole August...if not i have no money to live for this month....haha....

Finally, i reach home around 4pm... and started to do some work for the SOS message in the morning...i knew i lack of time to do it because i have to pass to another person on 5pm..(ps: rush time & fighting with the time in the situation of headache till going to die soon are damn suffer & it really painful..)

The details i just skip it...(ps: you knew and i knew is enough...if you see this..) Afrer done the things i straight away go to sleep because my head is going to explore soon if i still face the pc...

Alots of things happened on that day... even so unlucky because at IKEA & PC fair i made alots of things fall down...lucikly not the mirror or carboinet..if not i sure face a problem>> bankrupt... even at night time i went out for bought something..my hand been injured by others people's cigarette snipe....its painful...(ps: really damn unluckly on 1st Aug...i never met so many things in a day...)

p/s: you broke my principles AGAIN~ & this time it really made me felt suffer... wish that i can get well asap...just let the time cure myself... & i hope that you could go back to your ownselve.. i felt that i am going to lost who you are for right now ady...

GirLs

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you... she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

p/s: i get it from a mail...is tat every girl will be like tat?? answer: depends....

Cry on My Shoulder - Deutschland Sucht Den

cry on my shoulder

the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you"re feeling blue

If you"re away from love and you"re alone

If you call your friends and nobody"s home

You can run away but you can"t hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I show you there"s a destiny

The best things in lifeThey"re free

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There"s a place in heaven where we"ll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh just call me and I make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I"ll never hide

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cryCry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do

What real love can do

What love can do

What love can do

p/s: the nice song that will make you love it much...^^

The Show - Lenka

Lenka - The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And sicronise in time

It's just, no body knows
They got to take it to the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just engoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

p/s: the song that i listening much recently...its meaningful...^^

Happy Father's Day

~Happy Father's Day~

Wish all of the daddys have a wonderful today...

Have you all prepared any presents or events want to give your dad or celebrate with him??? If haven't, try to think of it right now ok?? It still not late to do that...

Remember to respect and appreciate what your daddy even mummy have giving you.. Thanks to them no matter today is any important days or what else... Just keep a thanks giving heart always to them...

Precious what you have right now, don't wait the time you lost it just try to rescue... It was been too late for you and him...

You can just simply say :" I LOVE YOU, DAD" to him is enough...

If you really love them, remember to do something for them as you can...

cheerss!!!

p/s: Dad, wish u happy father's day... no matter how far you are, you will be always in my deep heart... Love you...

It's LiFe...

Few hours ago, I was talked to few friends even got 1 is almost lost contact with her...luckily I still get her back...

I talked a lot with them though is individually at the same time but I still can keep understanding what they talking about...

Firstly, I found that life is a proses that everyone have to go through, no matter anythings happens in your life, you have to face it and cure it also... Behaviour are the weakness when facing this kind of problems, they don't know how to find the way to solve it even try to escape...

I am glad to heard a news from 1 of my friend, she is getting well than before and knew she have to find the way to cure herself..(p/s: i know you can do it..give yourself more confident okay?)

Another story.... I think I am started to envy 1 of my friend... She told me, she is enjoying whatever she have right now even she feel peace for the life at this moment...

I know she is suffer for last time, but now she get more better than before also and she seem like are getting more happy and happiness too..(p/s: congratz ya...^^)

Within few hours only, don't know how many times I get shock from my friends...even myself thinking something out of my mind too...

I know my angel and devil are begin to keep fighting again during that moment...today I just let them keep fighting till now... May be I should take time think of it...

Everything just let it be and according to my luck...

cheersss!!!

p/s: what my mind suddenly think of were: maybe is time to need someone to be with me...

Tomorrow may be too late...

If you're mad with someone and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it. Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend.. And if u doesn't, tomorrow can be too late...

If you're in love with somebody, but that person doesn't know... tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you. And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late...

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you... tell her/him. Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today, tomorrow can be too late...

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it... Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late...

If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today, tomorrow can be too late...

If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it... Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today, and then tomorrow can be too late...

p/s: I get this from email... It is meaningful...try to care the people around you...cheers!!

3 weeks...

I never update my blog for almost 3 weeks...

During this 3 weeks, it is a lot of things are going on...

Reopen school, start French language, study Law, etc....

However, I am sick for almost 10 days including today.. Sore throat, fever, flu, and caught... All coming at the same time..(p/s: not H1N1 is enough!!)

The only thing that made me felt sweet & happy was an event at Auto City during last week on 12-14 June even I am still sick... Sis was participanted that event for the Miss Auto City 2009....

A lot of feeling during that 3 days...( talk it for the next post..)

Well, I found that I am becoming more & more lone wolf... Dunno why I became like that, may be is due to some factors that myself not so sure too...

Am I trying to escape somethings or just don't like to be with..??

Is that my own problem or others else cause it???

Whatever, now I wont care so much like before...everything just let it be...

I am still who I am... Jean will never be others no matter how she change!!!

Anyway, what I need to concern for right now are just keep hardworking for my study...

A lots of assignments are waiting me to do and the courseworks...

Argggggg.....!!!!

p/s: nobuddy like assigments but still have to do it...

No matter how I change, I will never change my principles...

Love My Friend

What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

Some people live and some people die...

But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...

That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...

If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever...

Would I be in yours?

If you care about the person who you love, you will let him / her know...

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that...

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life...

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you...

Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will...

p/s: i love all of you, no matter how i change or where am i...

十句话

第一句

如果我们之间有1000步的距离，

你只要跨出第一步，

我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步。

第二句

通常愿意跟你争吵的人

才是真正爱你的人

第三句

付出真心 才会得到真心

却也可能伤得彻底

保持距离 就能保护自己

却也注定永远寂寞

第四句

有时候 不是对方付在乎你

而是你把对方看得太重

第五句

朋友就是把你看透了

还能喜欢你的人

第六句

就算是believe

中间也藏了一个lie

第七句

真正的好朋友

并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题

而是在一起 就算不说话

也不会感到尴尬

第八句

没有一百分的另一半

只有五十分的两个人

第九句

为你的难过而快乐的人 是敌人

为你的快乐而快乐的人 是朋友

为你的难过而难过的人

就是那些 该放进心里的人

第十句

冷漠 有时候并不是无情

只是一种避免被伤害的工具


p/s:这十句话很有深度，很有意思。认真去思考，你会得到意想不到的收获.

OnCe UpON a Time....

"Once upon a time, I was the one like all of you are student seat at here..."

"Once upon a time, I....."

"Once upon a time, I....."

Well, this sentence is from 1 of my lecturer who repeated this sentences for alots of time within 15 minutes...

He is funny, look like XXX...( i think u know what i means if u attend this class!)

If i didin't make mistake, i think half class of students are said about that...

"look like gay...."

"look like ah gua..."

"look like what what what..."

alot of nickname for him...lolzzz...(p/s: is that we are too bad??)

Anyway, just forget about that...Bcoz that is too nonsence & damn bored...

Another have to mention are...

How can he remember all the students name is few minutes??

Ask us to introduce 1 by 1...lolz... It have been took for 45 minutes...

2 hours lecturer...i think the real time for teaching are not till 30 minutes...

All the way talking others & his experienced or funny things...

Oppss....

I remembered he said he are from IT student last time...

but i get curiously, how come an IT sutdent dunno how to use Microsoft Power Point...??

It is a big mistake la....

Never mind, just let him to 'siok sendiri' 1st for the 1st lecture...

For the next, if he still keep boring, i don't think that the participation will be maintain like today...

Btw, hope that all of us can still pass for this subject...

No matter is teach from him or read ownselve...

have to say...

~Good Luck & All The Best~

Vietnam Kitchen

Ermm..dunno is counting a bad day or what else..

Acutally we want to go for Shogun for our lunch..because it still got the 50% promosion..

So, it is really nice to go & very valuable...

but...due to the fact of FULL house... Finally, we just can move to the Vietnam Kitchen to try the different type of food...

Mayb it is a good tried... some of us took the sets & some of them are took combo set...

Well...just some photos to show...

Because too hungry so nvr shoot down the food...(miss it...disappointed...haiz..=.='')

The signboard of Vietnam Kitchen >>> the bamboo light at the wall there

a big circle light up our table >>>3 of them thinking what should eat..(p/s: because they don't want to eat themselve=pork..lolzz)

Anyway, this lunch are still not expensive...everyone can have a try if got chance...

So disappointed today, because we are just outside the Shogun shop only but we can get in to 'kill the buffet..haiz...

but they all planed that next week must go again & to 'kill all the things inside the shop of Shogun..

I am look forwards to go there & eat all the things...haha...

My lovely Japanese Buffet >>> Shogun...

Wait for me...^^

Happy 4 SeaSons ResTauRant...

After today's lecture, our geng went to Delima there for our lunch...(maybe is breakfast + lunch..)

~Happy 4 Seasons Restaurant~

It means that have spring, summer, autumn and winter in a shop in difference places..

but the more special for this shop are still available the deep winter place.

Moreover, it still got the difference time available for each season..

Summer & Autumn is everytime..

Spring is lunch time.

Winter & Deep Winter is after 6pm..

Business hours are 12pm-12am..

but can seat till 12.30pm...

Well, now show some pictures for all of you...

Winter place Autumn place Summer place Spring place

My lunch >>> spaghetti set with dessert & jasmine green tea

Crazy people shows time...haha...^^

The washroom are very mystery...Ah Yang are trying to find the door to get into..

The owner of this shop.. Take this pic at the deep winter place...

the autumn place & the deep winter place...

Ermm... It was a nice try in a day....

Actually today i think for us are going to farewell with 'someone'...

Anyway, after that few of us went to KLCC for the movie...

~Night At The Museum 2~

Have fun but for me are tired day...

Maybe my soul still not coming back so can't really can pass the day like today...

p/s: wish all of us can meet all the time & have more fun in our college life...CHEERS!!!

FiNaLLy..^^

Finally... the result is released...

sure got someone is happiness & someone is unhappiness...

I am glad to say congratulation to all my friends because all of us can proceed to Diploma Year 2...

but here...i am going to say sorry to another 2 friends because they can't proceed...

Anyway...

I just want to share some happiness at here...

May God bless us & keep on hardworking...

All the best & Good luck...

CountDown...

Now i am going to countdown for the result release...

Scare about my friends and my own result...

Now talking what also are useless because everything is fixed...

So what we can do is just going to accept everything, no matter how bad is it..

Wish that everyone of you can get the good result, and for those who always said themselve will be sure for repeat please be more confidence yourself...

Maybe the result is not so bad as you think okay...??

Try to give yourself a chance...

Although the result are really not good as you think or what else, please be positive thinking to accept it....

Everything will be fine...

Just let it be...

~SMILE~

New Pics...XD

Haha... going to show some pictures after cut hair...
not change much actually...

too bored & dark...??

this pic shooted by my cousin..

shoot this when traffic jam...=)

I have been long time never update my blog already, so now just post few pictures at here.. Hehe..XD

Will have new posts after i go back to kl...

Waiting for the reopen skul... 2nd year already...a year are passed so fast...

Feel wanna graduate soon but still enjoying the college life now...

haha....

p/s: Have a new day with the reopen school ya...^^ C u all soon...

FriEnDsHIp

What means for FRIENDSHIP..???
Friendship just means that friendly relationship & Relationship means that a state involving mutual dealings between people or parties or countries...

Everyone will says :" our friendship will be forever & ever..." But how means forever..??
How long for the forever?? Who can promise?? Wont break up?? Can believe??
Although BELIEVE, the word's center still consist of LIE...

Don't try to say forever & ever easily with everyone that really close to you... You don't know how long for the ever even he/she...
If you really care about your friendship or any relationship, please just keep it in your heart and let it be longer & longer... Unless the people forget you or betray you 1st...

Not everything can be keep forever...so, please treasure whatever you have now & keep a thanksgiving heart to everyone even your enemies...

p/s: wish all of you can treasure any relationship or whatever you have now...it is now hold by your hand, if can then please hold it tight....

ShouLd I...??

This few days i am thinking about one question..
Got a friend told me that :" you should get a boyfriend for now!"
This time i am seriously take the long time to think about that, but until today what i get from my thinking are still the same but it was made me became more & more confused...
I understand what he means when he told me like that...(p/s: thanks for your remind, my dear friend..)
I know what i need for right now.. Money, Family, Occupation & then just Love...
I also understand that not everyone can get this all..but i am still on the way trying my best to get all of this..(p/s: if u think u can, u can...)

Sometimes, that question will come across my mind and tell me :"is time to get one"...but not 5 minutes after thinking, the same answer still keep tell me :" not the time yet, you still have a lot of things never done"...(p/s: lolx... devil and angel are keep on fighting..)
Well, now i know all is my problem...and all of you that you understand me, i have too many conditions for choosing a boyfriend, right??? I admit it... :P

Anyway, what is on my mind for now are just a sentence :" everything depends on God, my life is already arrange by Him..."
When can i meet my Mr.Right, nobody knows but He did...so now don't try to asking me this type of question because that is hard to handle...

p/s: nobody chase & how to get one??? ( You know i am talking with you!!) haha...

SoRRy...

A lot of things is out of my control..
I know that is my fault..
I have tried to avoid it happen but still happened..
I dunno how to face it..
I know i am try to escape everything..
but....
I am really so so SORRY...
Everything will be fine...
Let each of us calm down for a night...
Tomorrow will be a new days for everyone...

p/s: i am apologize here but i still want to say you are the great in the world... wish u stay health as long as u can & always be my side...

HoLiDayS

For a long time i have never update here due to a lot of facts...
Fist and foremost, after the last post i have use the time to do revision prepare for my last paper... After back to Penang, i am fall sick until now still never cure..
I am lazy to seat in front of computer and write something here because i am keep on sleeping...



Well, forget about that...haha..^^
Now is really enjoying for my holiday for 3 weeks... Lots of planning for this holidays but still haven't realize it... I think what i want for this holidays is stay at home or travel to another places for fun & get some experience about the lifestyles or what else...
What i want is just have some new things in my life...^v^

For sure, another thing that i will do it during this holiday is go to the beach at night time... That is the only thing i never forget i want to do & i have been promised someone...( if you see this you know i am talking about u!!)

Last but not least, wish all my friends can enjoying for this long holidays ya..^^
C u all after this... All the best and play fun...

LiFe JuSt LikE aN AnT...

Life just like an ants..

Life are too fragile and easily to shattered...
It come and go in haste
we can't hold it tight and keep it forever...
Life is short and time is swift
we have to treasure and thanksgiving...
Life is too short to waste time on trifles
we shouldn't waste the time caused by nonsense things...
The best remedy for an injury is to forget it
we should let the bygone be bygone...



EverWhere Life and Death..

As a human, we have to go through the process of the life cycle...
since we are born as a baby, we just know how to drink milk & keep on sleeping...sometimes we know how to smile with our parents...
When the time we become a child, we learn how to walk, how to talk, even how to write...
Well, as we become a teenagers, we will learn the life principle...sometimes we still rebellion against our parents & try to hurt them..
Moreover, as we become an adult, we have our own jobs, family, even future are waiting us...
But, when we become old, we have to face the illness in our body...we have to fight for it to prevent we are loss in a serious illness...sometimes we won the cases but sometimes we never...
Since we never won the illness, the only way that waiting us is DEATH...

So, wherever all of you...try to treasure your life & others...Don't try to hurt anyone even yourself...
We just have once life in this world.. Have a thanksgiving heart to everyone especially your parents who are growth up you...

p/s: this morning my cousins just loss their grandpa...wish all of us to restrain grief and accept the change.. Rest in Peace...

Ces't La Vie

生活越来越乏味了....
那就靠自己的力量让它生气起来

老天或许有时候真的给了我们很多很多的考验

但其实老天要给我们的是....

考验中的过程...

那些过程固然痛苦...

但...只要我们熬过来了...

所得到的东西并不会少!

人要向前看....

不要对过去有所留恋...

以前朋友还是朋友...

只是他们的想法已不一样了...

不需要改变...

你还是原来的你

需要改变的...

是你的想法...

抛弃你的留恋...

没有人会向后走的!

自由是要自己争取

而不是等人家给你...

只是你放不下你身边的东西...

你还在眷恋着...

眷恋着周围的东西...

说很难放下是藉口!

选择权是在你自己的手上...

不是别人...

人往往终会说...

我好想去做自己的事情哦...

我好想到一个没有人认识我的地方重新做自己...

但是..

不要忘了重新的自己...

再也不是你自己了....

那已是另一个人了...


p/s: just be y0urself to do whatever u want & try to let it be no matter how many time u need... Wish u all stay in health & happy always...

HaPPy BirtHday

Happy Birthday to u>>>Mummy...
This is the 1st year we all pass through the birthday without daddy, especially u...
As i know u all are not celebrate it...this is due to every year dad will celebrate every important days with us, and now it is not same as before anymore...

I think we will lack of a lots of celebration in our life... I know this is the big changes in our life and we have to habit it... At this moment, i think all of us are going to be habit it already...
So, i wish i can accompany u to pass through every important days in your life before i am not regret yet...

Today is your birthday, i wish i am home now although we are not celebrating but i just wish that i can be stay at home with u no wander what we do...
I cant express any feeling or speak anythings in front of u, so i just hope that i can write it down at here...at least i will be more better...

Anyway, now is still the time that i can wishes u again...MUMMY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...
Wish u stay in health & be happy always...

I LOVE U

Miss u Much...

Where ever u go, u are always on my mind; try to let u go, but will never forget u...
{Something will never be change even for ten thousand years}
Dad, miss u much...
At this moment, suppose i am alone for doing my revision...but then suddenly thinking of my dad who just leaves my family & i for 157 days...
I know i am too late to do everything for him by right now...I am just feel guilty that what i have been did before maybe a lot of worst things for him or myself..I am trying my best to forgive myself and try to let go...
I know my self-esteem are too strong, because i cant easily tears drop front of my closely friends.. so what i can do when the time i miss dad is just keep alone thinking & try to recall the sweet memories that we had past through together before..
hmm...I think is time to stop thinking of u already...I have to fight for my exam by tomorrow...
Dad, praying for u...although now u are far away from me>>> heaven...

The Times Rolls On...

the time is rolls on but everything still remain the same

Just like me still no mood to do my revision for my final examination by tomorrow...
god... what can i do for tat??? Am i too tension?? or i just lazy to study???
I am confusing about it..really damn tired when the time i open the book...
I know that at this moment everyone are doing prepare to fight for the exam & some people like me are no mood & can't concentrate on study...
So, i think what can we do is just rest a while first and find a best way to concentrate on study..
Wish u all can concentrate on study soon & fight for the exam ya..
May god blessing u & me...

TiRed but Nice show..

Hi, dunno why suddenly will create a blog...maybe i am too bored about my life now, so find a new thing to play...haha^^

Wanna know more about me just click my profile ya..
Although Monday is my first exam in this semester, but then i still have no mood to study.. os: gonna die ady...swt
I think another reason for me to delay my study maybe is today's Fashion Temptation at our TAR~college hall... haha...
It is a nice show if you have attend this afternoon...

Wow... got a lot of new designers in our future again...

the T-form stage

models for the fashion design..

the booth for the _Run Wild Femality

the models for the designer(3rd from right hand side)

me & my lovely sis ~ which is 1 of the models for the Fashion Temptation..

Hmm...today's show quite successful & enjoyable if you really be there... although it is just a short period show but it bring along new hopes for everyone in the future...

Well, is time to stop here...because i have to do revision fight for my final examination ady...
Hey friends, WISH U ALL GOOD LUCK IN THE EXAM ya...